Led Zeppelin: 'For Your Life'
I read recently that Page said something rather surprising about Bonham that struck me: apparently, he had to be dragged away from his wife and son to go touring around the States. He was often in tears when the private jet took off, but then he did have a yen for the hard liquor, so it's hardly surprising that he got plastered most days and pretty much every night too.
But another thing: one of Bonham's worst mindsets was apparently his confidence in himself.
When drunk, he'd demean himself and his abilities saying that he was a shit drummer. Why couldn't he play like all the other guys out there? Instead being clumsy, burly, a huge figure of a man behind a little drum-set that he often hit far too hard out of sheer frustration. Page did everything he could to convince him otherwise, but to no avail. Hence the studio sessions and strong alcohol. Recording sessions can be oppressive, the conditioned air, the conditioned lights, the repetition of the tape machine rolling back and forth and the same song in minute detail over and over again. The monotony can be too much for some people who aren't directly involved in the fixing of mics and pushing of buttons. If there's nothing for you to be doing in the control room, then why put yourself through it? Take a walk around the grounds of Headley Grange, start drinking earlier every day. Watch as the days turn into nights and the clock loses all meaning. But even worse again: hang in the control room while one engineer's cleaning the tape heads and changing master reels, and the other is slicing the working master tape and jig-sawing parts of it around. The minutiae. The milliseconds of the delay unit. The sustain of the kick drum. A twinge more treble from the amp and a little less gain in the channel. Fail. Try again. Fail again. Go back to the start and begin again.
And on and on it goes. If you can't sustain your concentration for it, then stay out of the way. That's why you pay engineers to engineer things: it's what they do. But if you're a physical player, and one who shoots from the hip, then you need to be in full control in the driving seat for your moment. That Bonham thought himself useless, he must have been hanging by his fingernails when they were mixing the drums for this track. Take everything else out bar the drum set and listen to how this number barely seems to hang together at all, what with the shifts in bar length, changes of guitar and bass that begin on the four and end on the three. And still he has to nail the FIRST beat of each bar to keep it all strung together. I worked on this track bar-for-bar when I was younger until I could play it through in my own style without any sheets or clicks. It's a fucking monster.
It always sounds as though Bonham's using dynamics to cover his limited rudimentary style of play. He's very physical. He's a big man, twice my weight and could probably land on you on another planet with one punch. He's not exactly what you'd call graceful either, he's all over the kit like a bad suit, arms akimbo, legs like tree-trunks directing all of his physical force into the toes of his feet to get those triplet kicks to dance. His jaw always hanging, his concentration intense, but a ballet dancer he was not. As for the volume issues: dynamics rather than SPL/loudness, precision rather than power. In truth, Bonham held his sticks somewhere in the middle of the shaft. He wasn't gripping them at the base of the stick, that would be the loudest grip one can use. But halfway up the shaft? Jazz drummers don't grip that far down the stick. Nobody does. But even given his ungainly demeanour, Bonham's enormous arms and wrists, they drive the stick around the spread of kit. But his magic trick? When he holds the stick like that, he's focusing all of the power of his neck and shoulders, his upper arms into his lower arms, from there into the fingers that grip the stick so far down the shaft - all of his musicality as a player is condensed into a very highly controlled response from his kit components. The hi-hat, snare, and kick drum sailing mid-air through a track like the one attached, where the overhead mics can capture all of those nuances, the tiny human errors inherent in analog recording, and most of all: the exactitude of Bonham's back-beat and all the ghost notes he leaves scattered behind him as he chases gold like a true Olympian.
This was his general demeanour, both live and in the studio:
He became slightly more graceful towards the end of his life and one can only presume that all that physical awkwardness and seeming clumsiness around the kit might one day be a thing of the past. Thankfully it was: by the time he was dead he was a fat and happy chappie. His chest and belly were so huge you couldn't see the bones underneath angling themselves like they did on the old days. He was comfortable on his throne. Confident at last, but often because he was still too drunk and high to care. He just quit worrying about things. By then his wife and kid could travel with him for a while here and there throughout the touring years. He assumed the dress of 'A Clockwork Orange' with an orange boiler suit and a bowler hat. He stopped giving himself a hard time and got on the real work of making globally loved records: feel it, live it, play it, like your life depends on it.
Which is exactly what he did, as you can hear if you made it to the end of the attached track.